Afterpay + no money = hell!!

Hello internet world!!

I am officially screwed! This week has barely started and I am up to my ears in debt already! Bare in my up to my ears for me is over $300 which is a dramatic number but still I should have been saving said money for a vacation!

Let me tell you the debt that plagues me and its this....showpo thats right I said it bloody SHOWPO! For any international viewers (which I doubt I will ever have) its a beautiful australian online clothing boutique that will forever make my life a living hell.

I mean come on ladies we have all been there...sitting at work maybe on our lunch break or in between dealing with arrogant douche bags the only thing that will help our stress levels is going to those beautiful luxurioius websites where you can add as many things to your cart without feeling guilty because all it takes to go away is the little cross in the corner of your computer. 

Showpo is an amazing website for cloths and accessories and I honestly can't get enough. Everything ends up in my cart one way or another. I know that when I go to view my cart I wonder if I really need everything and normally I find a away to talk myself out of buy things generally with a 'come on girl how many pairs of boots to you really need?' or 'you need to actually pay your rent this week' but this time going to my cart was different for one reason....afterpay.

I saw it on the home page "Afterpay buy in 4 installments" which peaked my interest slightly however didn't think anything of it and went on my merry way picking pretty boots and tops to add to my collection, but it was when I went to my cart it all went down hill. I saw my cart which had added up to about $360 and I went into survival mode of 'I cant afford this' until in the corner it said 'Only pay $91.00' now and receive your goods while paying off debt in installments'. That was all it took...that ONE little incentive became HUGE!! Why do we do this to ourselves ladies?!?! why do we go thru the pain and trauma of constantly looking at pretty things and then going and buying them with the repercussion that we might not eat for a week. Oh well at least I will look fabulous while being poor.....yay for vanity hahahaha

Just my big voice in a little space...VENTING DONE!!